Remember that first kiss? One thing that I think is so amazing is when you meet someone and all of a sudden you can't stop thinking about them. When you talk to that person on the phone for the very first time, and while the phone is ringing you get this feeling in your stomach like you're going to throw up, but you aren't. When you find yourself talking to that person for hours on end, about everything imaginable, trying to map out the landscape of their mind with questions like: If you died and were reincarnated into an animal, what would you be and why? If you had 24 hours to live what would you do? Do want to get married? What do you want to do with your life? Are you a virgin? If I told you I peed in the shower would you look at me differently? Boxers or Briefs? Have you ever stared at the stars and wondered what the milky way would taste like? If you could give me a super power what would it be and why? What are you thinking about?
Can I... hold your hand? The first time you see that person after that conversation it's like you've never seen them before and you're seeing them for the first time all over again. What's even more amazing is if you still get that feeling, 5 months or 5 years down the road. There's something about falling in love that's so great it almost makes you not want to hit the bottom. How many relationships would still be if everyone just stayed in that falling in love phase? If you always felt that way, it'd be amazing.
You know, that expanding and exploding feeling. The first time you hug that person is like the first time you touch feathers, or silk. It's like water, it's indescribable and nothing else compares to that. The first time you kiss is like a sensory over load, even an experienced kisser is a fifteen year old again, nervous as hell and their lips can't stop shaking. The first time you run your hands down that persons body and you hear that little sigh, is like an orgasm to your ears. Over a trillion cells in your body are screaming for the touch of that person, the mere proximity of them. And the first time you make love... words cannot describe.
Mayday: we've hit rock bottom. Now you're in love, and feelings just seem to run deeper than ever, but then someone messes up. The once beautiful mosaic loses a few pieces and it'll never be the same again. The relationship has changed and as far as we know nothing will ever bring those two people back to the falling stage. The attraction might still be there but the emotions have seen the dark side of love and a bitterness is left in the heart of one or the other. If only love were an infinite word, then you'd never stop falling.
Until I get up,
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